DEBBIE POINT#2: is it a hate crime if i commit suicide because of my religion, uality, race etc etc etc?

If you're asking from a religious point of view, the problem would be that you wouldn't have a chance to repent after you committed the act--and it would be an act of murder. If you're asking from a legal point of view, insurance companies won't award life insurance benefits to survivors of a person who commits suicide, because it is a premeditated act. I guess the "hate" part would be that you would act out of self-loathing.